today i missed service. feeling kinda left out. i need a way to break free. break through. this is killing me. the feeling of stagnated spirituality. in usher, in drumming, in my spiritual walk with God. i need to breakthrough. the last few weeks have been constant breaking through for me. im happy, but im not satisfied. it has to go to a whole new level.

its time to reach the holy of holies in my quiet time. no more normal worshipping. no more praying in vain. its time to break through. i love it when the presence of God comes. i treasure it. but i want more of You.

these few days have been food for thought for me. i need the time alone to think. i need the time alone with God, letting Him show me the way. its time to grow. no more potential team leader, no more section leader in usher, no more normal learning drummer, no longer an on fire christian. but i am going to let God excel me in all these areas. team leader, connect group leader, zone manager. 2nd in-charge, assistant chief usher. drummer, with the likes of hong hwee and ks, on the stage pulling down the presence of God. someone who can pray in the Spirit strong, bring down the presence of God, impact lives.

breaking through to a whole new level. cant wait for it to happen. :)